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But don't draw a chalk outline around my body yet because if if had anything at all, if I was in hell I'd still give you a call because even if this is the greatest poem that I ever wrote I'd still have to write a little sidenote saying, 'It is not enough simply to say I love you.' That kind of shit just ain't gonna do, because if the universe has no beginning, has no end, has no bottom, has no top, I would jump from somewhere, I would drop through infinity, because I'm not just saying I love you.

I'm saying I'll never stop.

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20 August 2012 @ 10:59 pm
So things have finally calmed down enough for me to come back onto livejournal again. I'm actually the worst livejournal friend ever, but I'm ready to try again. Might do a friends cut or something, see who is still interested, and I'll ACTIVELY COMMENT THIS TIME. The exams are nigh, and now I'm a university student studying journalism. Not too sure where the future's going to take me but hey. I might start with finding a new layout, actually (:

Looking forward to commenting on your posts and chatting to everyone again. I think I've really missed livejournal. It really was a home to me (:

so yes! /dances!!
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22 October 2011 @ 12:42 pm
ughhhh uni exams are kicking my ass right now :/// i swear i will actually write more and use this journal after them, when i actually do something interesting other than study my ass off to make sure i even get into uni ): THEN I WILL SPAM YOUR POSTS WITH LOVE, I PROMISE! ): ):
19 June 2011 @ 08:46 am
because i am procrastinating my life away and have three assessments in the next week, it's the perfect time to post up a harry potter meme! (':

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ahhhh i really miss reading harry potter. i might after my exams and have more time! anyway i must get back to sparta and lycurgus' reforms so yeah, farewell. i might do some more commenting on everyone's entries and stuff after this week ends! or maybe in a fortnight or so, idk. i just have way too much going on right now, it's kind of depressing )':

talk to all of you guys soon! in the meantime, you could probably stalk me on twitter or tumblr or something! my twitter username is the same as here, and i'm heart-train on tumblr (:
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30 January 2011 @ 10:59 pm
hey guys! i am so sorry i've been absent, i've been holidaying in japan (as you do, when you have relatives there) and i just got back (: idk if anyone will be reading this, but yeah. just a heads up. i'm planning on posting up pictures next time i post, and maybe with an update of my last year of schooling! i can't believe that i'll be graduating this year. surreal. (:

in japan all i did, pretty much, was freeze, go karaoke, go to school and go on a huge kimutaku watching marathon and the like (: i'll post properly about japan once i get settled and etc. i did laugh really hard at yamapi's solo album cover, though. all that blue and pink! adorable. (:

anyway. since my last post, i've watched BANDAGE and kokukaku, and i have to say that i enjoyed both of them so much. both were depressing, actually, but they had stunning cinematography and everything was well acted. both films surprised me, actually.

BANDAGE is about an indies band which rose to fame in the band boom of japan in the 90s? 80s? something like that. anyway it's pretty much about the relationship between the lead singer of the band natsu and asako, a girl who eventually becomes 'sucked into their world' etc. kind of a basic storyline, but i really enjoyed it. jin was actually pretty good, tbh, but personally i felt like he was playing himself, but it worked really well, and i adored it (: kitano kii, who i find really adorable, was asako. i felt like she didn't do great in some parts and so in turn i didn't understand why she reacted the way she did in some scenes and etc. but in others (especially the beach scene!) she was really good. the cinematography was actually seriously stunning. i adore handheld camera shots, so i pretty much spent the whole movie cooing to myself. the beach scene and the last shots of the film was stunning, and i loved the parts when LANDS performed. and i cried loads, but that doesn't count because i'm always an emotional wreck. haha.

kokuhaku was seriously disturbing. i was a definite emotional zombie after it, haha. i'm a bit weak like that. it was stunning, though, i really enjoyed it. it starts off which a teacher in homeroom, talking about her retirement, but then her story descends into something darker, where she states that her daughter was killed by two students in her class. she then enacts her own form of revenge against the two, which triggers some memorable and shocking events. the story was pretty much driven by the confessions of each person involved and the acting was so brilliant, i was really stunned. what was good was that it wasn't a whodunnit, it is clear who murdered her child, and as the story unraveled the characters quickly unravel too. it was more of a study in character than anything else. here's the trailer for anyone who wants to watch it- it's a gorgeous, psychological triller and afjalsfjasl i can't. it was so good (:

anyway. yes! tell me how you've been? i'll make sure i check your journals tomorrow! for now, i have my first day of school to get through and i'm still quite possibly jetlagged. life is good ♥
17 July 2010 @ 01:13 pm

ahhhhh fuck this. strangely enough, i was going through videos of old KAT-TUN today, and listening to their old albums and now afjljaslfjasl idk. if there are any past/present KAT-TUN fans here, thoughts? comments?
20 May 2010 @ 01:50 am
(45) days meme.

i figured this was a good way for me to start posting regularly (': so here goes nothing! also, les mis musical matinee tomorrow! or more like later today, actually (: i'm excited but nervous at the same time, it's weird. anyway. back to the meme.

day 01| belief specific to your childhood

so. when i was a child, i believed in everything. pretty much the most gullible kid ever. honestly i believed in the easter bunny, the tooth fairy, santa claus. i believed in ghosts, too, ghosts and fairies. ghosts because of ghost stories, fairies because of shirley barber's gorgeous gorgeous books and pictures of faries (: and i kept believing in them probably until i was like in year 3, 4? and even then after, i kept telling myself that yes, they were in fact real.

so yeah. that's all i can think about off the top of my head? hopefully i'm actually doing this right. heh.

day 01| belief specific to your childhood
day 02| how you feel about god and religion
day 03| five concerts you wish you attended
day 04| four moments that changed your life
day 05| something that makes you smile
day 06| someone that makes you really happy
day 07| something that turns you on
day 08| favorite fruit
day 09| something you’re looking forward to
day 10| something you want to improve in your life
day 11| a non-academic book you plan to read in the next month
day 12| favorite article of clothing
day 13| a song to describe the weather or your current mood
day 14| favorite book you’ve read academically
day 15| a movie that makes you cry
day 16| something you’ve been putting off— and do it
day 17| a question you hate to be asked
day 18| describe a daily ritual
day 19| ten things you love about your body
day 20| pick something indulgent and treat yourself
day 21| describe your sleeping arrangements: bedding, stuffed animals, whatever
day 22| catharsis time— let something or someone go
day 23| something irrational that you think or do
day 24| pick an album and do nothing but listen to it- no multitasking allowed.
day 25| tell someone something you wouldn’t ordinarily share
day 26| put something in every single formspring/ask on your dashboard
day 27| bake something and share it
day 28| call a grandparent or relative that isn’t expecting your voice
day 29| write a haiku or make a friendship bracelet or start a creative endeavor
day 30| reward yourself with something frivolous.
day 31| jump on a tumblr bandwagon just for today
day 32| photo of yourself at least ten years ago
day 33| list three things you want out of life that you are currently working towards
day 34| most current photo not taken on webcam (play around and dress up if you want!)
day 35| photo of your favorite body part
day 36| photo of one of your scars
day 37| take a flattering photo focusing on something you don’t feel is flattering.
day 38| list five things you’ve lost and wonder where they might be
day 39| most stimulating thing you’ve learned this week
day 40| a question about the world that you can’t figure out
day 41| favorite word
day 42| describe your best friend (or friends)
day 43| if you could tell your seven year old self anything, what would it be?
day 44| kill, bang, marry, chill of your choice
day 45| have you any superstitions?
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10 May 2010 @ 09:28 pm
FORMSPRING MEEEEE aka ask me anonymous questions. because i doubt anyone else will o:

a few people have been doing this and i thought it was cute. so here goes.

I am
Happy. Sad. A good friend. Adventurous. Shy. Confident. Procrastinating. A male. Bored. Anxious. Clumsy. Sociable. Always punctual. Selfish. Intelligent. Funny. A female. Sarcastic. Insecure. Sick. Beautiful. Articulate. Loud. Kind. Even tempered. Honest. Short. Tall. Medium height. Proud of myself. Loving. Witty. Down to earth. Outspoken. Determined. High-maintenance. Pretty. Assertive. Organized. Selfless. Awesome.

I have
Brown hair. Brown Eyes. Blue Eyes. Curly hair. Long fingernails. Braces. Chipped nail polish. Long legs. Straight hair. A fringe. Long eyelashes. Sore feet. Freckles. Dark skin. Medium skin. Green eyes. Blonde hair. Dyed hair. Short legs. Red hair. Big boobs. Rosy cheeks. Wavy hair. Black hair. Small-ish waist. Tattoos. Piercings. Big ears. Short hair.

I ♥
Flowers. Kisses. Summer. Coffee. The rain. Candles. Incense. Late night talk shows. Insects. Hugs. Attention. The beach. Chocolate. Music. Beanies. Harry Potter. Twilight. Facebook. Black and white photos. Sleeping in. Driving. Narrating my pet's thoughts. Opening gifts. Buying gifts. Halloween. Cute texts. Apples. Compliments. Country music. Hip hop. Sushi. Sports. Art. Singing. Seeing my loved ones happy. Surprises. Sunsets and sunrises. Skinny dipping. Horror movies. Simon Cowell. Family Guy. Garlic. Hearing somebody talk in their sleep. Being right. KFC. Abstract photography. Concerts and festivals. Tanning. Oversized t-shirts.

I would ♥ to be a
Police officer. Lawyer. Doctor. Teacher. Fruit picker. Mother. Greenpeace volunteer. Hippie. Groupie. Rockstar. Footballer's wife. Therapist. Singer. Actress. Diving instructor. Lottery winner. Company owner. Housewife. Nurse. Builder. Race car driver. Website developer. An inspirational talker. Music teacher. Artist. Chef. Makeup artist. Hairdresser. Restaurant owner. Homeless shelter volunteer. Fitness trainer. Vet. Radio show host. Band manager.

I like to eat
Fruit. Vegetables. Fast food. Sushi. In bed. Rice. Sandwiches. Subway. Chicken. Cakes. Seafood. A lot. Pasta. Rice crackers. When I'm bored. Cheese. Ice cream. Garlic bread. Peanut butter out of the jar. Eggs. Lots of ethnic foods. Pancakes. Honey. Lunch. Bread crusts. Low calorie foods. Soy products. Gluten free products. Only when I'm hungry. Toast. Breakfast. Pizza.

I dislike
Cold mornings. Baths. People dissing my taste in music. People in front of me walking really slowly. Having my personal space invaded. Cleaning. Going to bed early. Wine/beer. Religion arguments. Coffee. The beach. Rain. Children. Having my photo taken. Drama. Gossiping. Hip hop. Cooking shows. Drugs. Cats. People singing happy birthday to me. Selfish people. Social networking sites. Swimming. Snow. Eminem. Seafood. One word text messages. Awkward silences. Alarm clocks. Hypocrites.

i love and want everything too much.
03 April 2010 @ 11:36 am
- supp. haven't written for ages, but i have been around livejournal! i actually have, and i have started posting on communities again and i'm pretty sure i'm back. joyful, i know. i'm not even going to bother posting about the jin issue, i've kind of accepted it and i am ready to move on. my moment of ranting silently in my head is over (:

- basically i have been revelling in my new love for skins now, and i'm on a surefire way to attempting to convert my rl friends into becoming fans as well. i've actually made one of my friends kind of become addicted to it, which is pretty excited. she keeps stealing my itouch to watch it during break times, which is funny, if you think about it. now i can spazz to her about it. which is exciting.

- since i've made a return to lj, and i'm planning on writing more, mainly about my rl happenings as well, i've decided to do a quick f-cut. there weren't many people removed, just people who i don't feel as if i don't have much in common with anymore, i guess. but if you're adamant that i've made a mistake, just pm me and i'll add you back (:

that goes for the rest of you, if you feel kind of ugh about me being on your list, or feel like idk we don't have anything in common anymore, or you just hate me, feel free to delete. no hard feelings (:
30 January 2010 @ 05:37 pm
i"m back guysssss~ it's nice to be in australia again, although it's been sweltering hot for the last few days. i changed my laptop, and that took some time, so i've been back for maybe five days now? not that long but (:

this year i'm going to really make an effort to get to know my friends list better, i hope hope hope, and i'll try to respond to everyone's entries properly, haha. (: